A pang of relief ran through me as I approached my
destination. I had been pulled over several states back, or so I thought.
Anyhow, it was an agonizing experience. One I never hoped to repeat. For a
moment, I was certain I would not reach San Francisco. Instead, I would be committed
for the crime of grand theft auto.
The police lights flared, its siren sounding. My eyes darted
to the rearview mirror instantaneously. When I had determined that it was me
who was to pull over, it felt as though my heart rate sped to an almost immeasurable
pace. I maneuvered the wheel and slowed gradually. I sat stiffly, facial expression
stoic so as to not reveal my culpability. While my hands quivered uncontrollably, my foot pressed firmly to the brake although I was in park. My underarms and hairline moistened with sweat. I experienced shortness of breath, but suppressed that as it would unequivocally concern the officer and prompt further questioning.
I blacked out momentarily... ZOOM! I returned to consciousness to witness the police car speed by. Not once glancing in my
direction. Turns out, I was simply in the way. Of course! It was a single lane
street. How could I be so thoughtless? There was no point to my panic.
I took several deep breaths and surveyed my surroundings. I
saw woods. Tranquil woods with a perimeter of magnificently tall, unwavering Sequoias. I opened my car door, seemingly drawn to the vast collection of trees. I walked slowly towards the outer edge. I craved solitude and
that delightful feeling when in the wilderness.
So, I’d walk into the wild,
straying from my route. Unlike Chris McCandless, however, I’d walk out. But
first, I needed a moment to myself, for myself. I pressed onwards. Eventually, when I deemed it right, I would return to my silver Volkswagen.
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